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FROM INSIDE
by LINKIN PARK
I don’t know who to trust your surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet ) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Tension is building inside steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you I won’t waste myself on you You You Waste myself on you You You I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Everything from the inside and just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Everything from the inside and just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you You You
Y O U T U B E L O V E
potter puppet pals!
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
hello :D my name is STEPHANIE ANITA. kai lin loves her family, daddy, mummmy,jasmineGOD, i love HIM because He first love ME Stephaie ANITA is a aboslute fan of LINKIN PARK!!!!! LOVE THEM forever!! if u guys haven't heard theor songs u got to start hearing them. kai lin currently studies in nanyang girls' high school and is sec 3. stephanie Anita won't tell her age so if u don't know to bad!!!!
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 15 years old, aren't i?
ONE i love GOD TRULY TWO love special people like Arvin,jiali,wei xiang, haziqah...... THREE loves studying so u can call me nerd.... FOUR love liknin park to the max!!! FIVE fav song a sixould also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping. SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section? NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section. ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know. TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here. THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section. FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something? FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
study for exams!!!projects.!!!homework!!!pray!!! basically survive the day!!!
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
2:40 PM - Friday, October 8, 2010
ried like crazy aths paper super hard wat am i to do abt!!!!??? finally half of my exams are over still have biology to study for next week monday exam!!!! alot to memorize sia !!!so damn tried !!why must mr phua set the paper so damn hard!!!
3:26 PM - Thursday, October 7, 2010
again u haurt me today and i will just try to avoid u as much as i can..why must u be there all the time...its torture.... rude and no baic respect for others ...i more to u than u tink i am seriously stop being naive...i can't take it anymore ....one day u will noe wat u did and it may be too late .....why do u hurt me wat did i do to u ? don't u noe i love u and did not harbor any evil thoughts agianst u ...yet u treat them better than u treat me show love kindness and compassion then me me!! i am more important u noe!! how could u pretend that i not there and prefer them over me. how could u be rude and don't answer me when i talk to u .... and when others ask me why is it like this i just remain speechless....not anymore i will tell out the truth and stop concealing wat u are hiding....trying to act good forget it. the truth will prevail...and u will get your due punishment cos u don't even love your own blood but u love others then how can u love God! those u say i lie i can't be bothered anymore i am not afraid just confront lah!! like i am scare cos i noe i did not lie!! plus u say i got attitude who showed attitude first when u ignored me first then when i avoid u , u say i got attitude!!! i am just giving u tatse of your own medicine...only God can heal the wounds that u created.....tat's why i trust in Him only cos man like u always fail me i hate people who does this kind of stuff. u just talk to me for the sake of talking os by fate we are together. u talk behingback ill stuff about me...don't say u didn't but the Lord as been comforting me all this while that's why i was able to tolerate your crap!!!!tell me to go away getlost calling me bitch treating me like i am invisible calling me nerd ugly talking ill things abt to your "FREND" (more of losers)i don't care abt your opinion abt me anymore i just wash my hands from u ...but for the sake of fate........Lord help me!!
cruel indeed!!!
3:22 PM
one day u wll realise that the person tat truly cares abt u the most is rite there beside u and tat u are living in self deception in a naive way. those whomu think who be there will soon pass away and then u realise your mistake. but maybe then its too late to forgive nor repair the damages that u have done. wat u so...w is wat u reap. your hurts and hurtful remarks will one day come back to u.mark my words....in the meanwhile i will just tolerate your nonsence not tat i am a nerd who can't back nono nothing like tat. but i having self control. it alright to be angry but i must not sin becos of it.like i said u and your frens will one day go throgh wat i had gone true and feel the hurts u have inflicted on me. i just give u too much face seriously and u just take the upper hand but we willsee who will suffer in the end. i don't plan revenge, neither am i evil or cruel like u say i am but the one tat called tat me is .in the mean while i will just avoid u though i love u still ..i have to avoid...cos u tink u do't need me but actually u do.
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
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