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FROM INSIDE
by LINKIN PARK
I don’t know who to trust your surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet ) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Tension is building inside steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you I won’t waste myself on you You You Waste myself on you You You I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Everything from the inside and just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Everything from the inside and just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you You You
Y O U T U B E L O V E
potter puppet pals!
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
hello :D my name is STEPHANIE ANITA. kai lin loves her family, daddy, mummmy,jasmineGOD, i love HIM because He first love ME Stephaie ANITA is a aboslute fan of LINKIN PARK!!!!! LOVE THEM forever!! if u guys haven't heard theor songs u got to start hearing them. kai lin currently studies in nanyang girls' high school and is sec 3. stephanie Anita won't tell her age so if u don't know to bad!!!!
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 15 years old, aren't i?
ONE i love GOD TRULY TWO love special people like Arvin,jiali,wei xiang, haziqah...... THREE loves studying so u can call me nerd.... FOUR love liknin park to the max!!! FIVE fav song a sixould also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping. SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section? NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section. ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know. TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here. THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section. FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something? FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
study for exams!!!projects.!!!homework!!!pray!!! basically survive the day!!!
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
1:49 PM - Friday, September 18, 2009
6:06 PM - Friday, September 11, 2009
one week of holiday passed so fast o my goodness so tired like crazy. anyway wanted to slack but my self conscious keeps prompting me to do my homework.so guess wat i finished every homework in one day.slacking isn't my thing.finally school is starting soon. need to head the books. no knowledge for one week and my brains became hollow. seriously need to watch more TV. got to stay back after school for choir meeting. i wonder why???????????
6:29 PM - Thursday, September 10, 2009
6:12 PM
one week of holidays resulted in cobwebs forming on my textbook, sad case really,wanted to slack a bit u know but the mountain like amount of home work prevented me from doing so.so sick of seeing my textbooks that i just shoved them all in a corner.don't worry ,when school starts all over again they will be long lost friends again.pretty agitated about the new choir rules. one minute late and u must pay back five minutes. hardly seems fair isn't it.Wat if some loony teacher make u stay back for extra classes or u need to something urgently , this rule isn't convenient at all. people like me who has a lot of meetings with teachers(mind u , it is not because i created problems what so ever that the teacher plan some diabolical punishment to get back at me)it is because i have tons of questions to ask.i get confuse easily u see. like i said the new rule is pissing me off.ARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5:59 PM
9:26 AM - Tuesday, September 8, 2009
9:22 AM
8:48 AM
I thought I had found the perfect friend,
But it only took about a week for that to end,
I thought there was hope left in my life,
But as it turns out, it was only added strife,
I thought for once I had done something right,
But I quickly corrected that oversight,
I thought I wasn’t useless or a bore,
But I was all that and even more,
I thought there was a purpose to my days,
But that was only a very short phase,
I thought you weren’t like all the rest,
But like those before, you failed the test,
I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit,
But you decided it was better just to quit,
I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,
But the life I wanted could never be mine,
I thought the hunger inside had been fed,
But now I know, I was just being misled.
I thought I wasn’t useless or a bore,
But I was all that and even more,
I thought there was a purpose to my days,
But that was only a very short phase,
I thought you weren’t like all the rest,
But like those before, you failed the test,
I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit,
But you decided it was better just to quit,
I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,
But the life I wanted could never be mine,
I thought the hunger inside had been fed,
But now I know, I was just being misled.
8:45 AM
Will you remember all the days when I was there with you, remembering my smile and my laughter?
Or will you forget and dwell in the lost instead, mourning for your friend’s farewell?
A portrait of my existence lies deep within your heart, cherishing the memories we once shared.
Or will you decide nothing is worth keeping, losing the special dream you once held?
Love will never die. Love is deep inside. Friendships are forever. Remember my love for you.
I am always there, watching over you. To give inspiration and strength when you may fail in a world of fears.
Will you continue to dream and breathe the wonders of life, striving to be who you want to be?
Or will you succumb to the defeats in life, failing to never overcome?
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
WELL NOT REALLY :)
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